to jeonghan. thank you for being my world, my sunshine, my happiness, my everything. despite u not knowing i exist youve done things for me i could never imagine if i haven’t stanned u and svt. in the world of black and blue pens u were my rainbow pen. in the world of darkness, u were the brightest sunshine and u bet i was blinded by u. the smile i’d make if i even saw a tik tok of u. the tears i’d cry because u were so cute or ur struggles. u have no idea how much you’ve meant to me over the past two years. because of you i believe in hope and i believe that i can live in the present happily as long as i try. despite how sad or happy i was, u were there. compared to anybody else even though i’ve never met u, u were there. just through some clicks on a screen i could reach my happiness and i will forever be grateful. my love for u because of this is indefinite. when i saw ur enlistment announcement the first thing i did is cry. i cried from how sad i was that u were leaving. my happiness and my main source of comfort was leaving me. i was not okay at first and i was honestly rly angry. however, i’ve learned because of the past two years with u that everything will be okay and despite hard times i should smile. now honestly i am still rly sad and heart broken abt it but with ur advice it can take me a long way :) i will never not be sad abt this day. i describe it as the “worst day of my life”. but, this being the worst day means there will be happier days and there is a “best day of my life” somewhere. the best days were when i was fangirling tf out of u. there were sm of those best days and just only one “worst day of my life”. thank u for creating those best days for me and even today. ik by it being the worst day it can only go up. i hope u stay safe while u fulfill ur duties and u stay healthy. 난 인생에 정한이가 있어서 나는 너무 기뻐. 인생에서 아는 사람들에 비해니가 사랑을 제일 많이줬어. 나라는 사람을 어떻게 이렇게 뿌듯하게 만들지 진짜 고민을했어. 하니도 네가 누군지는 모르지만 어떻게 나를 그렇게 사랑하지를 개많이 고민했어. 확실이 장한이라는 사람이 이렇게 나를 기쁘게 만들어서 나는 진심으로 마음으로, 너무 고마워. 진짜로, ᄌᄂ 고맙고 나를 웃게해주고 마음을 알아낼수있게 진심으로 고맙당. everyday will be a struggle knowing my everything is going through military service but ik you’ll come back stronger than ever. you’ve waited so long for ur success and my carat life so i’ll wait for u. i will always wait for u despite how long because what you’ve done for me in the past two years i will forever be thankful for. so. yoon jeonghan. i cant believe ur gonna be leaving soon. but ik i can get through it. because of u. stay safe love and 하니해❤️ [ #aisvm #fyp #svt #carat #kpop #jeonghan ] [ @SEVENTEEN @17 @Jaida𖧷 @a ⋆ ̊。⋆ ᡣ𐭩 ̊ @boo♡ @⋆. ς(>‿<.) 𐙚 ̊ @geo @rinne ✧ @mika17 ]