On July,17 2024... Sitting on the couch of the Big Brother house, I watched this girl walk down a set of stairs and saw her for the very first time. There were a lot of thoughts and feelings in my heart and soul in that moment, and I was processing in REAL TIME the fact I was currently on reality TV 😂 Despite all of it, there was one overarching thought I kept having that I just couldn’t shake... “I’m gonna be chasing after this girl until she tells me not to” Ten days or so later I was the first person evicted from BB26 (which was embarrassing but...complicated 🤔). Although I had just went through a life changing experience, been cut off from the outside world for a short period of time, and was filled with all the emotions that come from the experience I had just gone through...I remember laying in bed that night and was surprised again by this one thought that I couldn’t shake. It was a thought that had nothing to do with my eviction, nothing to do with the explosion that just happened on me, and nothing to do with the fact I had just lost my shot at $750K. All that I could think was... “Something is missing right now not falling asleep next to Makensy”. Five months later and she’s right back next to me, currently asleep on my shoulder, and has no idea I’m writing this right now. I’m sitting here fighting back tears over how thankful I am I don’t ever have to feel her missing like that again. Who knows what’s in the future for Kens and I—We have BIG dreams and big ambitions! Whatever it is? I’m just happy that we get to do it together. I’m at peace knowing the author of LIFE is writing a better story for us than we ever could. Having her by my side has forever changed the way I view love + all that’s possible in life...and our story is one I wouldn’t trade for the world. Despite the unknowns and all the “what ifs”, I can promise y’all this: I’ll be chasing after this girl every day until she tells me not to. Thank you all for being apart of our journey!!! You’ll be seeing plenty more of us together and I can’t wait to share all that is in store 🥹🫶🏽 #bb26 #bigbrother #cbs #relationships #love #dating #bbmatt #bbmj #realityshow #mm