Two years stronger than I was because I have to be. Two years lonelier than ever. Two years trying to express gratitude for the time we did have and honestly, two years failing. Grief is so tricky. The sneak attacks are unexplainable they just are. Why is it easier to share the sad hardships? I guess because you all have helped so much. Reading your comments even though I am the worst at responding, it has helped so much. We have all been through an unexplainable amount and we continue to move forward and reach for happiness. It’s a release to be vulnerable. It’s ok to struggle. It’s ok to feel sadness. It’s ok to feel unsure. It’s ok to feel joy too. It’s ok. It will all be ok. We will all be ok. Keep resting in peace dad. I am ok. This kid was so lucky to have him. She still sleeps with his dodgers shirt and I hope she does forever (until she can fit into it) 😘