I am deep in it right now. Deep in the self doubt. Deep in the comparison. Deep in the “did I make the wrong choice?” Deep in the “please someone get me out of here.” But my heart learned something a while ago I tend to forget when I am in this space. And today I was reminded: It is in this space of deep grieving, questioning, doubting and fearing that I will meet the truth of who I really am. It is in this space where my most divine self will emerge... But only if my Eye is open. You see, the uncertainty of the human experience is not our choice but our ability to rise above it is. The ebbs and flows and contractions and expansions are not in our hands but the choice to ride them all with the same level of awe, curiosity and love is. And so I choose. In this season of being really in it, I choose to be in it with my heart wide open. I don’t understand why it’s all happening but it’s not my responsibility to. It is only my responsibility to tilt my head and heart up to the sky and let love pull me back to the surface again. And so I choose. And so I choose.