This avn was such an amazing experience! Thank you so much to @my.free.cams and @avn @avnawards ! My first AVN was in 2013 . So much has changed since then. I am so much more happier healthier and more confident in my self. I don’t need anything outside of me anymore. I am happily sober and I wanna thank the most beautiful amazing inspiring friend @thegingerbanks for showing me why I’m doing all this healing work to bring all this beautiful energy back to the industry and show how you don’t have to drunk too Have a good time. We don’t have to constantly escape or self hate. Self love patience and compassion . Being present is a gift we all need to cherish one breath at a time 🥰😍