July has been such an uncomfortable whirlwind of emotions in every which way, flipping me on my back several times, resulting in me putting my hands up in the air so many days out of fear, backing myself into a corner and shutting down, constant circumstantial changes, existing outside of everything I thought I knew about my own life.... With 7 months of speaking through a phone to someone in a totally different life then my own, having ups and downs, admiring her from a distance, in her ability to speak and care for others through really any means she finds. We found a way to meet each other in NYC despite all the hurdles emotionally on both ends and not knowing what to expect and yet still finding each other at the end of the day. I just want to thank you for sharing arguably the best 4 days of my life in a long time, experiencing so much I never would have outside of you...Thank you for loving me, opening up and giving me the chance to love you back 6x9 + portra 400