When you have anxiety it can feel like the world is crushing you. Something as light as air can feel like the heaviest blanket sitting upon your chest. I suppose I wanted to create something personifying that feeling. It just to hapoens each year I create on or around my birthday. I usually try to make something beautiful for myself. To feel as if aging gracefully is something I do with ease. To be honest aging is something that happens to us all whether there’s ease or not. Truthfully when I see this image I do see beauty. Not of oneself but in life. In death. And all that comes in between. This my friends is 46. . . #infinitecolorpanel #fineart #dark #darkphotography #darkart #artist #fear #portraitphotography #creative #darkbeauty #surrealphotography #lovethyself #art #createwithoutfear #featuredphotographs #infinitetools #infiniteradiance #thecolorlab #mulberry #dronephotography #droneselfportrait #drone #dronestagram #droneoftheday #droneart #mavicpro #thisis46