i’ve been running around a lot in the past couple of weeks...a lot of tour prep, working, dog sitting, finishing up songs and it’s felt very overwhelming at times. i struggle with change, and although I know i’ve gone through a lot of it, it never seems to get easier. it feels like change is all around me lately and i’m struggling with it. life is not what it seems on social media, the burn out of not posting enough, not having another viral video, trying to get people to care about something you care so deeply about, but also not wanting to care so much about what other people think. it’s juggling all the emotions, which is not unique to the artist mind, and I know so many of my friends feel the same. i wrote this song about my best friends. the ones who I haven’t texted back, the ones who I haven’t called back in weeks, the ones who support me through all of this and expect nothing in return. it’s SO HARD sometimes to feel like I’m doing the right thing when i don’t even have the time or mental capacity to check in on my best friends. so this isn’t a blanket cop out to not all anyone back, but this is a real, raw, diary entry of how I feel about them. about how much they have all helped me to be a better person, and helped me to grow through this life. you know who you are and if you’re reading this just know, I love you. and I promise I’m trying my best to text you back this week. happy Monday dreamers ✨ ktd