"No one truly dies until their name is spoken for the very last time." Think about that. Many of my friends on here have shared the loss of so many, and we mourn, and we move on. Like we are supposed to. But, I also feel we should celebrate their life, not just a day, week, or year, but forever. We carry their memory and keep them alive. I love hard & deeply. I know this. There are pros and cons to this, but I feel the need to post this and get it off my chest. I've lost best friends, love of my life, and most my family. I still love with absolutely no regret and no restraints. Hurt is part of life, but so is love and the good times. This post is more for me than anyone, but over the past few days since Fany & Nate's passing, I've gone deep into my memory and compiled a list of my closest losses. I'll come back to this monthly so I can reflect and keep my loved ones alive, and I suggest everyone do the same. Lauren Leeper (My Love) James "Jimmy" Edwards (Best Friend) Bree Speerin ❤️ Stephany Valencia ❤️ Kenneth Brown (First Best Friend Loss at 13) Brian Dobbins Chris James Marshall (My lookalike Brother-Twin) PJ Simien (Bro....) Larry Lee Wegner (Lil Bro...) Alaho Hernandez (my ABSOLUTE best friend growing up) Isabella Hernandez (my Little sister of above best friend) Jason "Jay Sizzle" Boyle Kimberly Idom Clark Shao Nate Nichols Jackie Taylor Thomas Nguyen Jorge "Chamito" Alcala Chad Julian Qualls Brandon Silva Jeffery Carmichael Chrystal Johnson Michael "Bubba" Garcia Amy Fitzgerald Lydia Christopher Greta Munchausen Seth Silver Blay Ruffino Lauren Ashley Michelle Kalich Ricky Reeves Lee Morton Michael "Midtown" Ethredge Rajia Rios Sunny Galore Troy "T-Streets" Will Fountain Rich Marraudino Christopher Kirby Rita Marie Gamez Brittany Williams Kung Ngo Ricco PQ Josh Neely Philip Panzica Chelsea Zwirek Adela Seminario Tyler Thrift Alex Wark Lindsey Kathryn Rich Popovich Erika Cardenas Linda Thibodeaux Kyle Dawkins Keaten Casari Chelsi Smith Josey Galvan Jason Guillory Chef Omar EJ Deandre "Different Breed" Johnston "One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure it's worth watching"