I’ve always been the one who felt deeply, and somehow awakened that same feeling in others, in everyone who happened to be around me, in my circle.⁣⁣⠀ But these years of rebuilding seemed to lock my energy and my ability to feel.⁣⁣⠀ For four years now I’ve been in a “container,” full of boundaries and limitations. Learning to live like an adult, with all these grown-up rules…⁣⁣⠀ I can say I’m getting there, but finding balance between those two worlds is still a work in progress.⁣⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⠀ My adult keeps silencing my inner child, repeating, “for now, it has to be this way — just hold on, build the foundation blah blah.”⁣⁣⠀ That same sacrifice everyone always talked about: “to reach a higher goal, you have to give something up.” Here I’m rn. ⁣⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⠀ I’m giving up my energy, my full-scale feeling, that raw, unfiltered sensitivity I used to have.⁣⁣⠀ Clearly, it will never be the same again.⁣⁣⠀ So my adult side is building a strong foundation right now, so that my inner child has somewhere to land when I start again, when I begin to fly in the whirlwind of my fiery energy. ❤️‍🔥🌪⁣⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⠀ All this time, feelings and energy have been collecting inside me. And I can feel it, I’m on the edge of an explosion, of that powerful return, when my energy once again lifts everything and everyone around me.⁣⁣⠀ ⁣⁣⠀ Just a little longer and we’ll rise.⁣⁣⠀ -Sensitive Gangster Xx