Dearest Ava ❤️19 years ago today - you and I were chilling in the hospital just the two of us ⚡️I gave natural child birth at 607 am - to be honest I was in way over my head - I had always thought my birth would be more traditional - I would be married and there would be a man giving me ice chips and a push present - instead it was just us - as it has been for the last 19 years - do not get me wrong we have the “A Blast” community of friends and family 🌹I like to think we brought back tribal life in some way 💜even though I love to write 💛there truly are no words for the profound relationship we share 🌈it is bigger than life 🧲bigger than anything that can be talked about or understood by the mind - it is Mother Daughter 💜 I knew from the beginning I would love you too much to ever have another child 🍀You are 19 years old today and what a year it has been : you are on the Dean”s list at Parsons where you received a Merit scholarship 💰you were on Vogue twice w @mimiprober 🦅you are a straight A student and received your drivers license ✅🕉 watching and helping you make your way is the biggest love story I have ever experienced 🌺I bow to you today and thank you for anchoring me into a mom and showing me what love really is - I will never know a love like the love we share - I believe this love is truly the power of the universe and what it means to be alive 🍄🧲⭐️🖤Love Mommy