Soooo marriage wasn’t exactly what I initially expected it to be. I thought it was just going to be another day in our relationship, a special one because we were surrounded by friends and family, but not a day that would change us forever....It did. Everything felt different. We were forced to redefine the meaning of our relationship and better understand our ambitions, needs, and love. It was honestly really fucking difficult and scary at times. It pushed our relationship to heights it had not yet reached. & yet here we are. I love David more today than I ever have. We are different. Our love is deeper, it’s stronger, & it is perfect for us. During these past couple months, our bond has completely evolved into something I never knew was attainable. I think in life we put up barriers to protect ourselves and in order to fully coexist and thrive in love with someone, the barriers have to be taken down and destroyed. It’s terrifying to allow someone to see your whole heart and to be able to hold it and understand all it’s complexities, but damn it’s worth it. We are not perfect and will continue to always grow and work on ourselves and our relationship, but I was just reveling in the thought of how far we’ve come. & just thought I’d give an update & share a little story for those people getting married who are like what the actual hell....why isn’t this like a fucking Disney movie.... So yeah....marriage may not have been what I initially expected it to be, but it has turned out to be a true work of art. 10/10 would recommend. tata for now... :)