Working on loving myself more and not hating every little thing that I do 💙 After getting eliminated from NLC I beat myself up constantly for how I performed and regretting what I did. Now I’m thankful for the experience and proud of myself for how I did. Some people forget the stress and anxiety involved with cooking competitions, but I’m glad I showed those suffering from mental illnesses that WE CAN DO IT! Even if we set fire to the kitchen every episode... * * Photo by @matchapazzi * * #nextlevelchef #modeling #modelshoot #asianmodel #streamer #streamergirl #twitchstreamer #twitchgirls #ootdfashion #fashionblogger #bloggerstyle #bloggerlife #styleinspiration #styleblogger #styleinspo #blueaesthetic #aesthetics #aestheticedits #photoshootideas #flowerstagram #asiangirls #portraitphotography #portrait_perfection #makeupideas #koreanfashion #데일리룩 #chinesegirl #fashionblog #bloggerstyle #bloggerlife