Christmas Eve is a fickle day for me. It marks 5 years to date since we lost him. The first few were kind of tough and spent in mourning. This year, Christmas Eve feels like a day of celebration and appreciation under the warm Southern California sun. Finally. 😎 — About 6 years ago, Aryn got me this book which featured him in this dope ass spread. This excerpt is from a doc project I was filming about him at around that same time. Miss him. ❤️ #fuckalzheimers