i’m getting married in 6 days and, for the first time ever, i didn’t feel the urge to start a diet or “prep” in any way ✌🏻 in my senior year of college, my sorority hosted their formal. it was supposed to be my last big hoorah with my friends where we got to dress up and spend time together. instead, i spent the majority of the night feeling awful from lack of food and even worse because i actually ate at the event. i ruined the event for myself all for a dress that looked amazing on me anyway and for Max who supported me through it, but couldn’t truly enjoy his time with me. fast forward 5 years and Max and i are getting married. we’re hosting the biggest event of our lives and i’ll be damned if i ruin it for either of us with insecurities that truly don’t matter. so i’m not :) during the past few weeks, my diet has been the last thing on my mind. instead of been thinking about Max and our first dance and how magical it’s going to be. i guess when food isn’t a concern, there’s space for so much more happiness. • • • #healing #wedding #ditchthediet #edrecovery #nycwedding #positivevibes #healingjourney #storytime