10 months on T (18.07.22) ⠀ i haven’t updated in a while, mostly because i didn’t know what to say that wasn’t repeating myself. my last update was 3 months ago. ⠀ since then ive found the best acne solution called “Dalacin T Topical Lotion”. i apply this once or twice a day, to my face and back. when requesting acne treatment from the gp i explained that i cannot have tablets with milk in and that my skin is very sensitive, which is why they prescribed me the topical lotion (the purest version of it apparently?) over a tablet or topical cream. it works wonderfully. ⠀ i also asked for a hair loss/thinning treatment tablet to look out for my future head hair. this is called “Finasteride” and i forget to take it often. my hair is still doing well though (thank you hair universe) ⠀ in exciting (and sometimes scary) news, my breast reduction in poland has a date in place and ive paid the deposit. thank you everyone who’s donated to my fundraiser. ⠀ other things: - my body is hairier - my jaw is much squarer - my T is now on repeat prescription! meaning i don’t have to have an appointment every month when i need a new bottle of gel (yay!!) ⠀ one big realisation that ive found since being on T is how i am much more present in life. before T i was in a constant state of disassociation, which i always thought was my mental health acting up in all the ways mental health does. then i started T and it was/is like my body felt balanced (hormonally?) for the first time ever. im so grateful for this and i finally feel like im alive and experiencing life properly for the first time. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ [ID: photo of a white nonbinary person looking into a photobooth camera. their head is slightly down, orange hair short and messy, chunky silver chains around their neck, silver hoop earrings and a black waistcoat as a top. they are giving off queer coded villain energy but are actually a massive goofball.] ⠀