Diary snippets from 32 weeks.... Mentally, I don’t think it’s set in that a real baby is going to be here so soon 😅 Had lots of Braxton hicks contractions the past two weeks! So freaky at first when I didn’t know what they were / what was happening😅 Found my first stretch marks. Heart burn has suddenly become a constant thing. I always sound like I’m out of breath. You like to move — a lot 😅 Keeping me on my toes as you keep going back and forth from being breech to not and back again. Donuts have never sounded so good. Nesting + just wanting to be home 24/7 is the current vibe. Feeling pretty low energy these days.... 3rd trimester of course, and being anemic probably doesn’t help lol Still terrified at the thought of giving birth, but also truly believe everything will work out + be ok no matter what happens. A weird juxtaposition. Despite how much that all sounds....negative lol I can’t help but still love being pregnant. It can be easy for sure to disassociate or compartmentalize the fact that this is a real human being growing inside of my body. And just think of the bump as like, a new body part? haha but I really love feeling all of your kicks. And the miracle + wonder of creating life is not a gift I want to ever take for granted 💗 while I know it will feel so great to sleep on my stomach again soon lol I also know there will be so much I will miss about this right here. Just trying to soak it all up.....