(CW: pet loss) I am absolutely heartbroken. A few nights ago our big, sweet Boris passed away in his sleep unexpectedly - he was old, but it feels so sudden because he’s been healthy and happy running around like a pup this last year. I can’t seem to process it - we dreaded this day, we knew it would hurt - but it’s more devastating than I could imagine. Boris was my angel. He came into our lives at the peak of my struggles with my mental health and I’ve always said he saved my life. I hope he knew how grateful I was everyday for him and how much we loved him. He was there for every big, wonderful, painful, shocking, and life changing moment of our adult lives. Evan and I can’t stop crying. He was and will forever be our first baby. I have so many more amazing pictures of Boris but it hurts too much to look through them right now. These first few pictures are from when I was pregnant with Ember - I felt really lonely and Boris was the most loving gentle friend through it all. We love you, Boris. Our best good boy forever. Typical Boris to leave this earth quietly because he wouldn’t want to worry mom or dad. It hurts so much right now but like ember said this morning “the more we talk about him, the more he’ll be here with us.”❤️ Love you, angel.