I miss my mom so fucking much. I don’t know how birthdays won’t ever be so painful. It’s that feeling when you miss someone but it just hums constantly in your heart. A steady aching that just never goes away. And to celebrate the day you were born without the person who gave you life? It just cracks it wide open. It doesn’t even make sense. But I truly am so grateful for my friends for trying to fill me up with love I’m missing. 🥺🥺 thank you guys. ** I always hesitate sharing personal moments like this online but I’m just trying to keep it real. The highs are high and the lows can be low and sometimes they can be the same damn day.