Throwback for @barbiethemovie 💕 These photos are tough for me. I look back and loved the way I looked. Sometimes I wish I was this size again. I have to remind myself that myself that my eating was disordered & I worked out 2+ times a day in order to not feel. This was the saddest and most depressed I’ve ever been but you could never tell by the photos. I’m thankful for the growth & what I’ve learned since this time. Some days are easier than others but I refuse to use my energy to dwell on the past. #barbiethemovie #barbieedit #selfportraitphotography #onesizebeauty