No London Marathon Virtual but I'm in London. A while back I planned out a summer vacation to fly across the pond but everything stopped my international plans. Weather? Yes! Passport? Yes. Anxiety? Yup. Work? Of course. I came up with the brilliant idea to grieve by signing up for the London Marathon Virtual effort. Ummm, yes this is strange but I did and because I was multitasking, I scheduled my flight to happen for the very next day post marathon. The weather said eff that and now I'm only training for the NYC Marathon again. I was a bit devastated and had a bunch of spiraling thoughts play out in my head but was quickly reminded that I have an extensive race calendar and I'm being too hard on myself. During these unpredictable times, it's best to process whatever way that makes sense to us and then try our bests to move forward. One event doesn't make, break and sometimes, even define us. When's the last time you had to skip out on an event? How did you heal from it? Shirt/Sneakers: @HOKA Leggings: @Superfit Hero Head Gear: LOCSOC; I really don't know where those socks came from; Fuel: @CLIF BAR Earrings: Janiah B; Bra: Old Navy #runningfatchef #fatrunner #hoka #timetofly #flyhumanfly #plussizeathlete #nycmarathontraining #marathontraining #plussizerunner #icandohardthings #keepshowingup #runnerproblems #runningforbeginners #reframeyourself #fitnessforall #clifcreator #london #jetlagged #brixton #clapham #bitchdontkillmyvibe #queerators #stockwell #marathontok #runtok #slowrunnertiktok #runnertok