Lately, I’ve been reflecting back to when I received these flowers. July 26 2018, a couple days after sharing with some of my closest friends how scared I was because (plainly put) I simply could not find the motivation or reason to want to live anymore. I’ve never shared this with them, but these flowers probably saved my life. They became the start of a journey that would change my life forever. It’s hard to describe where I was mentally to anyone who didn’t know me at that time. I was not social, I was not making new friends, I didn’t even feel comfortable enough to dance in public (can you imagine lmao). I look back at that girl and I’m so proud of her. I’m proud of her for asking for help, for holding on, for believing that she had the will to change. I’m so grateful she didn’t give up. It fills me with both sadness and gratitude thinking of all the love I would’ve missed out on that I’m now surrounded by, all the people who would support me that are now my family, and all the light that I always had inside me but was too scared and broken to let show. I hope today you are grateful and surrounded by love. We truly only have each other. And if no one has told you today, I love you ♥️