This is the thing about human and healing cycles. It’s a non-linear process, and at times it can feel like there is no end to “the work”. It can feel lonely, frustrating, triggering, exhausting, and like an absolute loss of identities, familiar ways, relationships, ego and all that was known to you. More so the haunting thought: “of being “unaligned”, in the “wrong” place, yearning to get out and find yourself in the “right” place which is everywhere but right here, right now.” Or so you think. But here’s the plot twist. One day you will know yourself well enough to no longer under- or overindulge in yourself (they are steps on the road as we learn to self-regulate and get intimate with our inner landscape.) And one day you’ll find yourself waking up, literally and figuratively speaking, in a place where light and darkness are equally met in the heart. There is no longer a need to fight, fear, push or resist either. They are cycles of universal rhythms experienced through our human microcosm. Let this be a testimony to you and whatever you’re moving through, that it has the potential to be an exalted experience of your divine-human. To expand you beyond the confined idea of suffering. In this realization there is a tremendous amount of life force energy available, because you’re no longer fighting where you are at or who you are. There’s an in-source of chi, in the moment of absolute acceptance of what is and what has been. Which point to the moment that is always present (presence). There is freedom. __ a lil edit from my virtual letter. You can sign up on my website 💌