Lately I’ve been feeling very tender. I’ve been writing so much about these feelings in my music, stories, texts ... I miss the beach. The sun. The warm air. Shout out to all of my babies with #seasonalaffectivedisorder because I see you and feel you💙 I know that I am not alone when I say that I have felt personally attacked by the universe🙃 It also needs to be acknowledged that the conditions of the world right now are ROUGH. What happened in Colorado is unfathomable. It has all felt so heavy and relentless. Every morning I wake up with the sun and try again. Fighting like hell to find my way through and back to myself. To center my joy. To keep my peace.Feeling beat down by the world has left me feeling raggedy and exhausted. So I am starting this week off doing things that give me energy. Being really good and gentle with myself. Longer hotter showers if I need. Breaks in between work. Running on my treadmill when I’m stressed. Eating things that excite me. Longer, deeper hugs. Creating for fun and not just for the sake of productivity. Taking naps.I feel my finest and happiest when I am prioritizing these things and here’s to a week where I hopefully begin to come home to myself. And even if it’s not this week or day, I’ll keep trying the next. Here’s a reminder that this shit ain’t linear 😘🌊☀️ Love y’all, Talk soon😘 #seasonaldepression #selflove #takecareofyourself #loveyourself