I have cancer. After months of excruciating pain, fevers and night sweats I have been diagnosed with Stage 4 Hodgkins Lymphoma. It’s strange to share this after so long of dealing with these symptoms privately. In a weird way there is also relief. Relief In having answers to some of the most horrible pain I have ever felt. Relief in no longer having to pretend that I am okay. There’s also a lot of emotions. Being disabled my whole life I know what it’s like to deal with chronic illness. But this is completely different. The symptoms I have been experiencing are worse than anything I’ve gone through. This photo is on the day of my biopsy two weeks ago. It also happens to be the day the officially diagnosed. However, I am so lucky that during this time I have garnered an incredible team of expert doctors who are kind and listen to my desires. I couldn’t have asked for a better oncologist. Under her guidance we are confident for a good outcome. But this will be a long and hard journey and it is one that I can not do alone. That’s why today I am asking for your help with my fundraiser to cover my expenses during this time. One of the most important parts of my treatment is fertility preservation. I’ve always looked forward to the day where become a mom and I will not let cancer take that away from me. The donations raised will help me with costly fertility preservation treatment, transportation cost, copays, and other related expenses to my healthcare. My advocacy work is the most important thing to me. It is what brings me joy and motivates me to get up everyday. Doing what I can to make the world a better place. It’s scary to have to slow down that work for awhile. But I know this work and community will always be here for me. Cancer is the one who should be afraid, because I’m determined to put up a good fight I will kick cancer’s butt , and with your help I know I can get one step closer. Thank you to the small group of friend and family that have helped me though this time until I was ready to share. I love you all so much. Please consider donating and please share! Link in bio Thank you ❤️ *swipe for proof of diagnosis