„Forget The Flowers“ for @kaltblut_magazine This is me just sharing how I’m generally doing. I’m currently going through IT. I haven’t been able to focus on work and my brand as much as I wanted to. Mental health and personal life had me on chokehold. I haven’t been as responsible and available for everyone and I’m deeply sorry. I love my work and the people I get to work with and sometimes I feel pressured to always live up to an image of me being an easygoing, nice person. And exactly that has been draining me. My inner, emotional world is super sensitive to energy changes, to shame, to guilt. And I’ve been letting it get the best of me. I am trying to not internalize everything that happens around me and I’m trying to be more honest, if I’m not available or if I’m uncomfortable or just not doing alright. In my head, everybody is always mad at me, so I already expect the worst reactions to honesty. But also realizing that I have a special ability to read energies and know exactly where LOVE is needed. And that’s what’s getting me out of hopeless situations. I literally love everyone around me and I’m thankful for the love I’m getting in different ways. Thanks for just letting me be me on my journey. Also, reminder to check on your friends more often, I also need to check on my loved ones more often. Photos @deboraspanhol Styling @arkadiuszswie @dombitt Set @sandrodemauro H&M @nappychild #bodypositivity #mentalhealth #curvymodel #editorial #berlin