the feminine urge to hug someone when you see them, no matter how much time has passed. to run from the waves at the beach. to apologize. to write poetry. to see the good in the bad. to second guess. to take a selfie after crying. to send the crying selfie to your friend. to compare yourself. to hate your nose. to keep loving when it hurts. to wear pink. to pretend to hate pink. to buy cute journals. to forget about your other cute journals. to collect old notes and letters and cards. to remember their favorite colors. to hold love with two hands.