🤍 Sophie my love is in a new form now. 8 years to ♾ together. I am still here. With her. Without her. She is still so cheeky is the truth. So clever and funny. Mutable, open, naughty, brilliant, soft, bratty, curious in her new form. A whole complex deeply loving person. My earth partner, my favorite, my collaborator, my co guardian, my family. A garden. My whole heart for so many years. I am here looking into this screen and she is here too. We actually aren’t going to see each other as much now because I am trying to be here on this plane in a new way. Which means looking down into this phone to talk to you. Trying. Its a lot. I know you know. Right now in this exact moment I feel joy coming into my hands. Her special light washing over my floor. How she left all these presents for me in this realm. Extensions of her everywhere for all of us to experience beyond her form. So many forms. And... I am just here. Listening. Trying not to hold her here so she can be wild and infinite in her new form. And I can look outward instead of upward. Sneaking a moment in to celebrate her and say I love you. ❤️