In school, we’re taught any number above five needs to be rounded up. At least, that’s what I remember. And of course, I think there are exceptions; cases in which it would be unnecessary to jump ahead.⁣ ⁣ I turned 26 yesterday. One year further from 20, one year closer to 30. But, I think to round up would be to miss out on all that exists in-between.⁣ ⁣ I’ve joked that the biggest milestone of 26 is no longer being covered by my moms’ health insurance. Sure, it’s big. It’s another “adult” responsibility, opting into my own plan. But maybe, there’s more to the joke for me. Maybe it’s my way of realizing I’m entering yet another new chapter in my life. ⁣ ⁣ I’ve realized I’m not afraid of aging (I know I’m still “young”). I’m grateful for another year of lessons, new experiences, new people to form connections with. I wonder if it’s time people are most afraid of rather than aging; the fear that we’ve somehow “wasted” even just a single moment. Sometimes, I feel like I’m careening toward the future, so much so that I don’t allow myself to be in the present. But it’s not a number that scares me. It’s the unknown.⁣ ⁣ I don’t know what this next year will bring. This is my third birthday in a pandemic, and if there’s anything I’ve learned these few years, it’s to expect the unexpected. It’s been a while since birthdays have really been a “Thing” for me (see thoughts from 2020). I haven’t had a party in years. Instead, I have a routine: dinner with family & friends, maybe some TV or a movie after. That’s about it. And I’ve enjoyed it. This past year, I’ve learned how to nurture my confidence, how to state my wants & my needs, how to have compassion for myself, how to be gentle with myself. I’m really proud of that growth.⁣ ⁣ I don’t know what my point is here. I rarely have one, to be honest.⁣ ⁣ Thanks to everyone who reached out & shared your love. I felt it & I appreciated it. And thanks, yet again, for listening to another round of rambles.⁣ ⁣ Also, please enjoy these series of shots. After smiling for one, it was suggested I try for a casual / candid shot, but I couldn’t stop laughing (or looking too serious). I think they turned out better than any candid shot.