I saw a woman on TikTok talk about vulnerability in a way I had never heard it before. Vulnerability isn’t recapping the situation when it’s over and done with its sharing while it’s still messy and you haven’t figured it out yet. So here goes. I’m depressed. Not a depression that’s really from any one particular thing or even a situation. It’s hard to describe, the kids have been home from school for the past two weeks and I’ve been so burnt out and out touched that sometimes I leave the bed for both of the kids and just go sleep on the couch. I was talking to my friend about it and she said “of course you’re burnt out you have two kids” I’ve been feeling like this for a while and it makes me realize how high functioning you can be while feeling depressed at the same time. It’s a confusing feeling, I know life is okay. I know everything will be okay but everything also just feels super grey at the same time. I’m not sure if it’s the end of the year blues of if anyone else is experiencing this but I’ve been overeating and honestly sleeping in two hour stretched through the night. I’m exhausted all the time but for some reason I can’t rest. I’ll be okay but I share so much wins why not share this too? Hope you guys are having a better almost new year. 🥹✨