From April 2021 thru 2022 I have experienced loss, heartbreak, and pain beyond measure... A couple of weeks ago I had a health scare, the doctors thought I was having a stroke... and if I can be honest it scared me beyond what I can put into words... I had a decision to make I could lay there in my grief from the loss of my son and all of the other mishaps I’ve endured and just Slowly die from the inside out... But I woke up one morning and decided to choose LIFE instead.... I want to live not just for my son, but for my daughters, for my friends and family that have supported me through and through but MOST IMPORTANTLY for Myself!!! So here’s to new beginnings... 🥂 HAPPY BIRTHDAY @chaunlegend thanks for allowing me to share this special moment with you! “Welcome to the Auntie club 🤣” I am slowly learning what it means to be human. What it means to make mistakes and learn from them. What it means to be both happy and sad at the same time. I am slowly learning how to do the work. How to stop running from what is heavy and uncomfortable in my life. How to take the easy route less and less. How to grow myself, how to be a better person, how to trust that I am worthy of the goodness that is trying to find me, how to trust that I am deserving of it. But most of all, I am slowly learning how to just be, in this moment. How to exist. How to understand that I cannot control life, that I can only experience it in both its light and its dark stages. I am slowly learning how to laugh and ache and feel through it all, how to welcome the confusion and the joy that comes with loving, and living, and letting the world crack me open. I am slowly learning how to accept where I am. I am slowly learning how to simply believe in the person I am becoming... #amalficoast #positano #blasian #blackgirlmagic #blackpeople