Treatment line number 6! This one has to work surely?! The last 2 haven’t been my friend so I’m hoping this one jumps into action but truth be told, this is the first treatment I’m starting where I’m also a little worried. Every treatment up to now I’ve had full faith it will work & keep me alive for some time. But these last two failed lines have shaken me a little, is my body getting tierd? Can it handle more treatment? I guess this is where the past 4 and half years of practising staying in the moment really comes into play. There are only so many treatment lines for stage 4 breast cancer, if I think about where I am in that list, well, let’s just say I start to wobble. I’ve been trying to think of something to write here that would be uplifting but I realised it’s okay to be a little scared of what’s lying ahead, I wouldn’t be human if I wasn’t. So instead I’ll say, if you are in a place in your life where it’s a all a bit uncertain for whatever reason, I’m with you, it’s not okay but it will be 🤗 Pro tip: wearing sequins to treatment definitely provides some light when things seem a little dark, I hear glitter has the same affect! 😉 #eribulin #metastaticbreastcancer #stage4needsmore #newtreatment #chemo #portacath #livingwithcancer #itsokaytonotbeokay