Posted vs deleted and then the last two r j a lil bit of reality 🤗 I never thought I would one day be posting pictures like this on the internet but it honestly is the most freeing and rewarding thing!! I no longer hide what I rly look like I no longer have to conceal insecurities I once had and I can help others feel seen and represented and that I too don’t have the ‘ideal’ body but that I’m finally comfortable with that and actually happy I don’t, I love my lil squishy bits that make me extra cuddly :) I love how cuddly I am and of course I have bad days j like everyone else but I no longer wake up every day and check what I look like afraid of changes I might find in my reflection due to constant restriction and trying to maintain a weight that wasn’t meant for my body. I wake up and I think about living my day and for me that’s a place I never thought was possible however ‘silly’ that might sound 💖🌸