I don’t know what to say or think right now, isaac I miss you so so much, I keep thinking your just behind some door ready to jump out and scare me as usual, but your not and it hurts so much. You’re my baby brother and I wish I could’ve protected you more and reminded you each and every moment how much I love and appreciated you I’m sorry. We fought and argued a lot but I realised it was because how much we truely cared about one another and how alike we were. I know in a way your not in pain anymore I’m glad that is but the thought of never being able to talk to you, hug you and have your presence near me breaks me. I’ll never be able to call you randomly about sneakers, or play Pokémon together, or watch Harry Potter movies, or be camera nerds, or go snowboarding and try 180 jumps, losing you sucks and I just want to hear your goofy laugh. I want to make you so proud and I hope one day I will, you are and will ever be the greatest gift our family ever got I love you isaac.