I don’t have the words. Doubtful I ever will. but I miss you. I love you. I want you back. You deserve to be here now. We deserve to have you. I deserve to have you. I don’t know what accepting this looks like; how to stomach this. Didn’t need this to know you’re an angel. Didn’t need this to appreciate you. Didn’t need this to miss you. Didn’t need this to understand how beyond this world your spirit is. How directly from God you are. You are too big to be a memory.