Now that I am home & settling back into life. I just can’t help but think ‘If you had just closed that window when you left, he would still be here.’ The realisation has set in and now I can really grieve. I got my 3 cats when I first moved into my house to help with loneliness and depression, so losing one has been like losing a limb. Scar, Aug 2020 - July 2022, I’m sorry 💙🥹