It is too long to explain here. Not sure how we will pay bills. How we will have a home. Just lost who I thought was a good friend. Being called horrible things by them on a daily now, even though they aren't perfect either. Even posted private messages with me on here to get attention and sympathy to their side of the story. That's not fair. My side was never shown. Or listened to. I try to take accountability for the things they say I did that were true, but it's hard to do that when so many other things are said and they are blatant, terrible lies. I just don't know anymore. It's confusing. And I am hurt.