Hard to believe that it’s been 4 years since I’ve heard your voice. 4 YEARS BRO! This is the day that my eyes will constantly fill with tears and my heart will endlessly ache. It kills me that you’re not here to see our family grow. Our 2 beautiful nieces and we finally got a nephew!! You would be so happy. I’m doing the best I can to make sure they get love from 2 uncles, not just me. I can’t believe how big they are getting. I tell Quinn all the time how lucky she is that she was able to meet “uncle Trent”. It’s really going to tear me up one day when I have kids of my own knowing they never get the honor to meet the person I looked up to my whole life, MY big brother. Shit, I’m crying now thinking about. You would be proud of how far I’ve come. I have my dream job, I have my dream girl, and I have my dream family. I’m so lucky and I’m even more grateful. I miss you so much bud. I think about you EVERY SINGLE DAY. Luckily now, it’s mainly happy thoughts. I will always be sad but ironically, I’ve learned so much from this situation. Losing a sibling has been the worst thing that’s ever happened to me. Pretty sure it’s the worst thing that’s ever happened to US. I’ll love you forever and I can’t wait to see you again. Cheers my brother, please keep watching over me ❤️