So in the end i had to ft my friends because i just couldn’t eat. Ended up having a mini break down and crying my way through but i ate something and thats all that matters. Times like this i really appreciate my friends even more cause i didn’t have the mental capacity to do it by myself. #bpd #pnes #cptsd #lamotrigine #venlafaxine #bpdtok #bpdtiktok #fnd #chatswjecsmeds #bpdepisode #medicationtiktok #chatswjecs #blackmentalhealth