I will find a lifetime, a planet, a world where our love is on another timeline. Where I can wake up another day to you. And until then I will build a world in me, so pure - so illuminated. That I don’t need to search a universe for a memory, for a hope of you. But know when I look in the stars, it’s for memory of a star that is burnt. It’s still there, it’s still truth. And it reminds me of you. I made this self portrait at @activationresidency in the sauna. I never prioritized rest in so long, my body is always turning to the next thing. Survival instinct, caring for myself at a young age has led me here. But I could sit next to others and eat, pray, dream, soak, sweat, release. And it’s been the biggest blessing. I’m starting my new book with @genderfail and I’m thankful to have @careecologist invite me here to begin it here.