a soul trapped in water a look I did for @vogueindia - ngl guys I have been struggling for a really long time to be inspired by makeup (I’m sure you can see it in my lack of posts and creations) this was one of the first times I sat back down at my makeup desk and actually picked up makeup in a way that wasn’t purely for function. I’ve always been about makeup being an extension of imagination and play but now it feels as though I am on the other side of the coin - where makeup no longer feels as natural and playful to me as it once used too. It makes me sad, it makes me frustrated, it makes me feel guilty but also it makes me feel a little lost because I no longer identify with something that used to be quite central to my personality. Anyway, I just wanted to share with you where my head was at with makeup and to remind you that social media is not real lol the real fact is that I struggled hard to push this out and when I finished I was unhappy with it (as many creatives might be with their work). I’ll keep trying though - thanks for being here with me 🫶🏽