First drink since 75 hard. What I have learned the most is alcohol is not the same anymore. I don’t Need it to be me. I don’t need it to have fun. I don’t need it to be more confident and comfortable with myself I don’t need it to let loose I don’t need it to relax I don’t need it so now I can truly enjoy it. A few months ago I think alcohol was as escape and I think if you enjoy alcohol with out abusing it that is the place to be. I have always struggled to just enjoy a drink and in fact I usually would have a hard time stopping. Yesterday reminded me the power of being in control of your needs from wants . Have any of you felt this way? How did you deal with it?