It’s so true that you can’t tell what someone is going through by looking at their face. I Love Smiling. I Love being Happy & Love Laughter. Being totally Honest & Vulnerable right now. Over the past year, I’ve struggled so much to try & slot myself back into being the ‘Positive Sylvia’. My surgery on my back really took me all the way back to my accident (even though I don’t remember it) and I cried everyday in hospital. It began to show in my reels, stories etc a cry for help. Luckily I spoke to a wonderful woman who was so experienced with this kind of stuff and able to tell me what was happening. And I actually realised this was the cause, obviously major surgery didn’t help. Then I found out I had a hernia growing in my tummy that protrudes out the front of me. My father had exactly the same hernia and had many heart attacks. This has been playing heavy on my mind. My weight didn’t help with all of this causing more stress & problems. The only way I could get out of this & move on was firstly by taking time to heal and then eventually creating something that would keep my mind focussed, healthy & ready to keep me busy. Keeping busy isn’t always the right thing for some but for me it is. Now that I’m back in the pool on a regular basis, my mind is focussed on my New Business EXCITED 😆 it’s not called Excited 😆 it’s my new Agency that will be launching Very Soon so watch this space, feel this space & Follow @lovedisfiguretalent My life these days will be 1000% working on finding jobs, opening pathways & help support people with Differences & Disabilities Be Seen as models, actors & speakers. 😃 #Agency #Talent #Models #Acting #Speakers #SelfLove #SelfCare #MentalWellness #MentalHealth #ScarscanSwim #LoveDisfigure