a collection of essays i started in 2020 turned into a memoir for 2025 🔏🖋️MAYBE THIS WILL SAVE ME out 05/27/25 *but you can preorder now* cover shot by @ryanmcginleystudios featuring a naked me jumping off of @wesgordon and @paularnhold barn in connecticut. @cadecurran @rachelfiller thank you for making me feel so safe up there and team RMS 🥲 author photo also by RMS 🥰 thank you @glynner85 @harpercollins @htpbooks @hanoversquarepress