I was scared of who I could become. I did not know who I was when I was 13. It's hard not to blame or self sabotage when your knowledge is limited at the time. So many changing parts, EVERYTHING felt chaotic and out of place. I constantly had negative thoughts in my head, telling me to quit, give up, and feel shameful for anything and everything I did because I never believed that I was worthy or enough, and my existence did not matter to anyone because nobody cares about me. I dug myself a hole too deep for me to come out of it, but leaning on the negative thoughts felt like the only way through. Until I decided ENOUGH was ENOUGH. If I wanted to BE HAPPY, the choice is not tomorrow. The CHOICE is TODAY. I can become everything that I ever wanted and dreamed of because it's possible in the minds of the abundant universe. Change came in when I opened myself up to possibilities of receiving love, because when you love, you carry a frequency that allows you to see the world through the eyes of the universe. Where there is darkness, there is light. On the other side of fear is joy. Where there is life, there is love. You have everything in your power to change your outcome. I believe in YOU. sending you love always, Nicole