was debating on even posting, especially not until i was done being sad, angry and confused... until i realized i’m always gonna be sad, angry and confused... but now i can add relieved to the list. i’m sad that you’re gone, sad that there’s so much more i wanted you to see. sad because others didn’t get the time with you that i was blessed with. angry because i feel i wasn’t there when you needed me. angry that our time was cut short. angry because it’s not fair, you were the kindest soul to everyone you came across. confused because why? it doesn’t make any sense. you were a rock to a lot of people and the glue that held the family together. i know they say god doesn’t make mistakes but i’ve been questioning it. but i’m relieved because you’re no longer suffering. relieved that although it doesn’t feel like it yet, we made the most of our time together and i will always carry that with me. i’m relieved that you’ll be reunited with inang and papa. you fulfilled everything you were put here to do and more. you can finally rest. until we meet again, even though you’ll always be with me... i love you, sumalangit nawa 🇵🇭💕🕊