With having a low AMH. Not knowing if I’ll be able to conceive at this point, I had honestly gotten to a place where I was okay advocating for others. In hopes that I can help someone not go down the road I did. With so much uncertainty in my life I accepted that I would not be a mom. Today I walked past a children’s store & could not help but walk inside. I was led to purchase some items. With tears in my eyes I did. It wasn’t sad tears, but I realized as sad as I may be at times that I’m not a mom, I also know that God doesn’t lie. And when the time is right, I will look back on these moments and be grateful for the promise. ❤️