I feel my creativity simmering I feel it’s magic blooming in my chest Poetry is waiting for me In the ache of my heart, In the valleys of the cracks and the shadows of the crescents But my heart has betrayed me Oh how it hurts to love so hard When it can only exist inside of me - “you love so hard” written by me 🌺 I hope it is clear, my desire to share an experience every time I post. I’ve realised how deeply I am a visual person, that’s why I love Instagram, but at the same time words have captured my heart for as long as I could remember and the fact that I get to share both with you at the same time makes my heart glow!! I envision each post as a tiny piece of my heart no matter the content, I love the idea of a beautiful visual and with a long meaningful caption. I wanted to share another poem. I stopped measuring my poems by how “good” they are a long time ago when I realised how quickly that would kill my inspiration. How much feeling does it have? How well does it encapsulate the tugs and tears of my heart and the feelings that haunt me? These questions matter more. This poem is so sad, There’s a short story behind it for sure Someday I’ll share it all with you in my first novel ily - C