Some songs feel like they were written for your scars. I made this top to turn the pain it represents into art and to wear my survival like armor made of lyrics. When you go through chemo, get your boobs chopped off, then have new ones sewn back on… you really do feel like a zombie. This song finally put words to a feeling I couldn’t say out loud. “So if you were to ask about the pain, I would lie.” I lied. I lied about how much chemo made me ache, about how often panic and grief showed up, about being terrified my husband would stop seeing me as the person he married. The physical stuff was brutal… chemo, hair loss, double mastectomy, reconstruction… but the way it hit my sense of self was the real surprise. I had to learn that being a shell of who I once was physically didn’t mean I’d lost my worth or my right to be loved. And then there was him- the person I just married. Through it all, my husband never flinched or looked at me like I was anything less. If anything, he made me laugh when I felt most undead. That saved me. @justinsenese_ ♥️ If you’ve ever felt ashamed to show how broken you are: you’re not a burden. You’re human. And if you’re one of the people who stayed and showed up… I see you, and I love you. Thank you for proving that even when I felt like a zombie, I was never alone… I was still loved. 🖤 Help me out by tagging Dom in hopes that he’ll see this! @yungblud - how sick would it be if I could make a custom beaded top for his love @jessejostark ?! A girl can dream 🥹❤️‍🔥 #yungblud #breastcancerwarrior #stage4survivor #concertoutfit #diy #diybeadedtop #yungbludconcert