I know you're here Bubba. I wish I can bring you home. Wish I can just see your face even just for 5 minutes. I know you're watching over me and I love seeing you're dark and tall figure standing there, even if it means for a second. I wanna be with you but ik you'd kick my butt for leaving mama behind. It's just getting too hard to make it without you. I wanna hear you. I wish we had time together before you left us. I need to know and cherish my older brother even though I do now. It'd just be better if I knew what you looked like. Sound like. And act like. I need you here now more than ever. I hate that you're home isn't here with me but up there in the sky. I need you big brother now more then ever 💔😭 #bigbrother #heartbroken #pain #iwishheavenhadvisitinghours #heaven #angel #spirit #tvrtlejxdn #hurtswithoutyou #comehome #ineedyouwithme